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The crow just stopped by he is such a delight One of those days when the heart feels hopeful, the mind recalls better days but the body is toast And realizing the value of not devoting time and energy into people who don’t even know you exist let alone care such as political leaders etc Bath, sleep, or just not move at all sighs It is a cloudy hot day wistful Hanging on by a thread a melodramatic moment One of those days the heart feels hopeful, the mind recalls better days but the body is toast Hanging on by a thread a melodramatic moment When the potassium drops, it tends to have this effect so I have prescribed meds on hand to counter a spirit of cooperation I just hate the dependency it`s funny when I think of ions and electrolytes and how key it is to normal functioning It`s unusually quiet today none of the normal background sounds The recent chatter on social media has me looking a little closer and rethinking a lot. It is funny how a personal bias can blind one in many areas. i always find it so ironic in some ways because the bullies were always males. Yet it is mostly males I advocate for go figure If I tried to explain how I see, the world most would not understand so I just quit Synchronicity once again collective thought The only unhappiness experienced these days mostly stems from the limitation restrictions that impact the quality of my life. I may be single but seldom lonely There are many limitations in our lives for sure but where and when we can create kinder softer spaces in the areas we occupy is what matters All the protests all the chaos all the doxing all of what we think will make a difference ah. Most of it is just an outlet for ego or what we think is right. I look at it all so different now but it is a part of growing up I changed how I did things and went for the top and focused on the laws and policies and What brings about the changes be aware I was blessed I suppose to meet the right people at the right times and I once told the various levels of governments in various countries that they needed someone like me. The ego of youth and it was easier, people were not as informed, and I had good mentors who gave me the rights tools There were no laws on it at the time not like now I accidently shut down a provider sigh I felt so bad they were a small local provider. I decided to use the computer I was told not too use and poof it took down the whole network. Most of what I did was really by accident and I was told no I don’t know why I ignored it mostly because I was curious I was off to a protest a large one and as I was getting on the bus that day I paused. The reality hit me and I turned to one of the organizers and said this won’t change anything will it. So many times so many things I wanted to hold onto to believe in and it was all an illusion phoenixbutler@gmail.com Those moments when you see things with such clarity The old saying if everyone is right than no one is wrong and truth What is truth anyway a bias view point of the world and those around us When the social media sites started to evolve, I thought cool more tools to use but now I look at it in the same I did getting on the protest bus that day. No one is listening not really I just don`t know how people can anyway We all have a dark side for sure I have always kept mine on a tight leash I have seen what misguided anger can do and how destructive it can be. It defeats the outcomes of what we think we want. and in some cases is it any different from those who control and make the rules. I think not Infallible none of us are And, sometimes I think we attract those who need us. The universe uses it to teach both It is only now that I really examine things that I just took as the norm because and so many questions Someone once asked me would you rather fade away or burn out? I laughed and said I will be a super nova on my way out ah how we love to posture with a little grace of course dancing all the way .. What else is there only our own history the perceptions Without the pain, I am unfettered I write for myself and for the most part I suppose I do. And what is odd I always think I will go back and read it again. The emotions and memories just become words on paper and I forget Life is movement and maybe it has helped with a lot of healing I miss people still It's not the wardrobe with the new expensive coat, but the baggy shirt of an absent love. What remains It's not the footpaths of international travel, but that sidewalk where you stumbled and fell where you learned the importance of pain. Only great things are not taken away by the wind of time. They became you as evolution over time. They are masked treasures. Zack Magiezi knowledge is not free you have to pay attention and have the wisdom to apply it you are here ? sadness never made me cry but kindness kills me funny there are so few left now not many of the original mentors left sigh 😕 https://soundcloud.com/socool-methinks https://raincloudpeterborough.wordpress.com/2008/03/01/another-shitty-day-in-peterborough-ont/ i will never know now but perhaps others will i guess all i can say from my lived experience is enjoy all that you do for all that you are worth because no one else will Bath, sleep, or just not move at all sighs It`s a cloudy hot day wistful Hanging on by a thread a melodramatic moment If I tried to explain how I see, the world most would not understand so I just quit Synchronicity and collective thought All the protests all the chaos all the doxing all of what we think will make a difference ah. Most of it is just an outlet for what we think is right. I look at it all so different now but it is a part of growing up I changed how I did things I look at it all so different now but it is a part of growing up I changed how I did things and focused on the laws and policies and What brings about the changes be aware I was blessed I suppose to meet the right people at the right times and I once told the various levels of governments in various countries that they needed someone like me. The ego of youth and it was easier, people were not as informed, and I had good mentors who gave me the rights tools There were no laws on it at the time not like now I accidently shut down a provider sigh I felt so bad they were a small local provider. I decided to use the computer I was told not to use and poof it took down the whole network. Most of what I did was really by accident and I was told no I don’t know why I ignored it mostly because I was curious I was off to a protest a large one and as I was getting on the bus that day I paused. The reality hit me and I turned to one of the organizers and said this won’t change anything will it.He said you know that I know that but shhh they don`t ... So many times so many things I wanted to hold onto to believe in and it was all an illusion Those moments when you see things with such clarity We all have a dark side for sure I have always kept mine on a tight leash I have seen what misguided anger can do and how destructive it can be. It defeats the outcomes of what we think we want The old saying if everyone is right than no one is wrong and truth What is truth anyway a bias view point of the world and those around us No one is listening anymore not really There are many limitations in our lives for sure but where and when we can create kinder softer spaces in the areas we occupy is what matters Electronic Frontier Foundation Insurance Companies Breach not only your Privacy but also those that have interacted with the insured. Insurance companies use increasingly invasive tactics to investigate and verify a potential claim, keeping payouts claims low and profits high How far do they go? currency finance Is it too far? The contracts are one sided and its an illusion to think otherwise And most importantly, is it legal? A person who has a privacy interest in a text message has standing to ask a court that the search of messages could violate the Charter of Rights. You look at the nature of their conversation — where one person asked the other to delete the message if you had taken steps to encrypt your messages I think it is pretty clear that would be an important factor (for a court) to determine whether or not you have an expectation of privacy in those messages For police the ruling in M means they have to have a valid search warrant to get at text messages, or any data, Fraser said, even if it is on a device that is not the accused’s. If a person wants to ensure data is private encryption should be used, Fraser said. “if you had taken steps to encrypt your messages I think it is pretty clear that would be an important factor (for a court) to determine whether or not you have an expectation of privacy in those messages.” He also noted that the Supreme Count has not dealt with the issue of what police need to do — or if they can — compel a person to surrender a password so encrypted data can be read. Portugal's conservative President Marcelo Rebelo de Sousa has signed a bill decriminialising euthanasia into law on Friday. His office said in a statement the president had enacted the legislation "as he is obliged" to do so under the constitution. Portugal becomes the sixth European Union country allowing the procedure. Opinion polls have long been showing the majority of Portuguese are in favour of the right to choose medically assisted death over suffering. Live so that your presence isn't noticed, but your absence felt. (Anonymous) Quantum Entanglement Collective Consciousness Once connected it never ends